it might just all be a facade

Wednesday, May 24, 2006;

♥ 5/24/2006 06:39:00 AM

all in love is fair
one of us will lsoe
is it her or me
is it me or you
who's it gonna be
what you gonna do
are you over me
i'm not over you>>

i dunno why. but this song is STUCK in my mind for today. hmms
Have YOU Ever--SCLUB7

sometimes, its wrong to walk away
though you think its over
knowing theres so much more to say
suddenly the moment's gone
and all your dreams are upside down
and you just wanna change the way the world goes round

tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
wish'd there was a chance to say im sorry
cant you see
thats the way i feel
'bout you and me baby
have you ever felt your heart was breaking
looking down the road you should be taking
i should know
'cos i loved and lost the day i let you go

cant help but think that this is wrong
we should be together
back in your arms where i belong
now i finally realis'd
it was forever that i've found
i give it all to change
the way the world goes round

tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
wish'd there was a chance to say im sorry
cant you see
thats the way i feel
'bout you and me baby
have you ever felt your heart was breaking
looking down the road you should be taking
i should know
'cos i loved and lost the day i let you go

i really wanna hear you say
that you know just how it feel
to have it ALL and let it slip'd away
cant you see
even though the moment's gone
i'm still holding on somehow
wishing i could change the way the world goes round

tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
wish'd there was a chance to say im sorry
cant you see
thats the way i feel
'bout you and me baby
have you ever felt your heart was breaking
looking down the road you should be taking
i should know
'cos i loved and lost the day i let you go
yes i lov'd and lost the day i let
yes i lov'd and lsot the day i let you go

meaningful song indeed. (:
okayys. back to point. hmms. let me blog'd, starting from yest!
yesterday; i cant really rmbr wat happen'd though! hahas. but i know after school i made yuliang stay'd back to eat so i would have accompany. ahhas. and den after tt. i came home! (: LOL and i watch'd the korean show dvds from 4pm all the way to 9pm. and i finish'd up the socialstudies corrections. and i start'd watching again at 1030-1245+++++. hehes! i tell you. the show is so darn freakin nice. hah! the couple is so so so adorable. plus. the guy is so doubly.triply SWEEETTT! awwwww. hah. i want'd to blog'd down wat scene is the sweetest one. BUT i decid'd against it still. hahas! cos i dont wanna spoil the show for whoever is reading this! ohhh ohh ohh! btw. the show's on teevee. hahas. every mon and tues. channel U. at 7! yepp! ((: catch itttt!! =p
today!; hmms. i was VERY tired and VERY HIGH. (: hah. mr hou left already. awww. guess only the sec5 and my batch know mr hou well. LOL. yesh! i can nvr forget the fact tt WE are his favourite batch. and everytime we got pick'd on during morning assembly, in year 2004? hah! and we have to stay back to line up and stuff. heh. and he's freaking FUNNY i tell ya! hahas. during napfa. he's incharge of the sit&reach stationg. hahas. damn comical. =p
after tt was chapel. i dont get a single thing of wat the pastor is tryin to say. cos simply i dont really agree. but wells. forget it. hmms. bio was OKKAYY. phy! hahas. sat next to zhihao. and hes hiliarious! SUPER hiliarious. hah. recess. chem. we had GAMES? ROTFL. yeah, the alst part. ms liang ask'd us to draw a graph. on how our life is as we grow older. hahas. and stupid kong is irritaing me by remindin me of stuff. URKKKK! hmms. come to think of it, yeah. certain points in my graph would certainly SHOOT all the way up high!!!! hah! when at other point the points would go OFF the x-axis. =\ the funny part is. all the off-points happen'd almost at the same time. owells. ...
den it was humans. CHEENA! hahas. hmms. i tot i lost my chinese compo la! wth. den ms zeng said its with her. lol. idiotic. after school, went rcy room. walao! brandon tan was blasting the radio la. IDIOTT! and edmund FINALLY came to look for me for his diary! hahas. and he said this : walao! still say i swear somemore. next time i dont believe in you anymore le!'' awww. ): he's my good fren since sec1! hah. but serves him right for always blockin my way at the locker. and irritaing me. and kickin me./ and stepping on my shoes. BWAHHH! =X
anyways. den i came home after eating. and WATCH DVD. hahas. cool! i finish'd the whole series already. and damn it mann. the last disc is really damn touching. hahas. i look'd like a real retard sitting in front of the teevee, and crying like some NUT. =\ but yeah, its really so sad! sighs.

i want'd to blog somethings down. somethings tt are always on my heart and mind, and i need to get them off. BUT considering the ppl who come and read my blog. i cant really trustthem, so owells. forget bout it den. hmms. i just wanna say, one of the reason which makes me enjoy watching sad shows, is 'cos NOW, i have a valid reason to cry. (: owells. yeah.
anddd. im not feeling exactly too good the past few days. i dunno why. oh shyt. i hate this feeling. BWAHHH!
~~youre a total confusion~~

first you say you wouldnt cheat me
tt our love was to last all time
she must have been a big expection
if youre not the cheating kind;

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.